To My Almost Forever

To My Almost Forever,

Your smile will always make my heart melt. Your laughter will always ring on my ear. Your hug will always be my best comfort. Your kisses will remain in my heart, and holding your hand will always be the best escape.

As our relationship carried on, I felt okay being vulnerable with you and exposing my flaws too. You told me that you would still love me no matter what. I'm sorry for all of the times that I expressed my problems, worries and even stress I had going on in my life. I didn't know that sharing my feelings and concerns with you would ruin your day. I'm also sorry that I stressed you out and for you to think that I did not love you enough. Lastly, I'm sorry I didn't live up to your expectations.

We fly so high with our eyes close. I thought we were together up here. Right now, all I can do is to ask myself how to go down without you holding my hand and how to pick myself up.